The Pointless Revolution

I'm not broken yet

I'm desprate to shed my skin
Inside I'm caged by my free will
Take it from me and change me
Reality is the fog that eludes me
Mistakes and misfires consume my mind
The light's on bright
But my hands are still tied
Push me down so I can hear the sound of my cry for help again
Everything's walking away, closing in on my fragile form
And I'm rushing to gather my sticks and stones
You tell me again and I believe
But my fear is the only thing that feels real
I found what I needed, I got what I deserved
And now it's time to rise again and feel the burn
I found promises I lost faith in and a life I was ready to live
And hung on to the promise they gave me
Even though it was right in front of me
Ready to take
This fake hole I'm protecting I want to be something
My foundation is stumbling on the lies that I've been walking

You follow me down
And take me back to where I need to be found
Where the only sound is the gift of grace that you blanket over my shoulders
And every time I say goodbye
You say you'll be waiting
My rebelling will never change anything
I can't even see Your face
I don't want to be in this place
This sacrifice that I make everyday
Every time I turn away
You come to me, embrace me and say
Forget the past, it cannot hold you down

And nothing else matters