100 Hours

Suddenly something so old and wretched

Has started to become my new best friend

Without warning

All my dreams dashed under my bed

But somehow my mistakes don't push me away

They take me to a place where I can say

I'm proud of who I am today

I can't remember what's happened in the last hundred hours

But I know life's changed forever

It's something so beautiful, maybe I'll believe

When I wake up from this dream

Of fantasies, heartbreak, 19 years of living

It all brought me here to this place

Where I'm not sure, and I'm damned if I think I know

Tomorrow wouldn't mean a thing to me

Look at me, I don't know who I am

Without you, I don't know what to do

Cause with you, I don't know where I'm going

But you know everything so I'll just hold on

Life hit the brakes so I jumped the next train

Got out of the city, danced when I saw sky

Night came and the stars shined right through my eyes

The rain came and pulled me down to the ground

You might say I'm stuck in this place

I would be if I needed to be somewhere

My life is a blank, and I like it that way

There's nothing to hold me down or force me to stay